Early in my childhood I decided to try my very best in whatever I did because something inside of me couldn’t believe I was loved for my own sake. I started artistic gymnastic and ballet when I was 5 years old. The next 13 years various winning titels, competitions, travels, admission to the German national youth team followed. Finishing school I moved to Munich, began dancing modern and jazz, completed job training in a publishing house, worked in different PR agencies, went to NY for some months (to dance), met my husband whom I joined for 8 month in Durban/South Africa. We married and had a daughter and a son. I started my fitness career being a trainer and becoming an educator. By then I mananged 2 fitness studios, had build a house and had brought up our children. For everybody I had the perfect life: I was married, had two wonderful children, an awesome husband, looked good, had realised my dreams and accomplished quite a bit in my job.
Then everything collapsed: I lost my mom and 2 very close friends (my dad had died when I was 19)of cancer, neglected my family, lost my whole body hair within 3 months after a total break down… I had to say good-bye to my ideal and to define myself new and make big changes in my life.